that was the most important thing, because once I was able to you can, basically, you can learn anything. It's the same as learning the piano, right? So it's the same exact thing. You just do the same stuff. And anyway, yeah, so anyway, you I went to college. When I first went to college, community college, right out of high school, which I barely passed. I was going. I went for music because I was going to be a professional piano player. That was duh. That was what I did. That was who I was, right? So I I quit three months in, I started in September, and I quit in December, and I never, never went back. And I it was because, and I remember the day this happened, but I realized that I was never, I was never going to make a living doing this. I was never going to be able to feed my family doing this. This is not something like, like, I had dreams and aspirations of being like, you know, like Peter Jablonski, or any of these, like, super famous people, right? And I was never, I, I'm never going to be there, right? There are three year old kids in in China right now that can play better than I can, right? And so it's like, there's no way, like, you can't, you just can't compete, right? So I was like, Okay, well, that's not me anymore. This is now just something that I do. It's no longer who I am, right? And so then I was, well, I went through this thing. I was only 20 at the time, right? So it's kind of like that kind of tossed me up in the air, and I didn't know what it's going to do, right? And I ended up joining the military, was what I ended up doing. But I, I don't. I will never tell my kids follow your passions, right? You're not, unless you are, like the top, top, top, top, right, and you know it from a pretty young age, yeah, or not. You're not going to be a famous baseball player or a famous football player or whatever it is you want to do, odds are probably not. You need to learn how to be a plumber, learn, go, learn how to be an electrician. Go do something practical so you can feed yourself, right? And then you can write, get and so I kind of turned maybe this is really, I don't know. I don't want this to turn into like a therapy session, but maybe it's like I got burned on mine, right? And so I kind of had to do that. And so I don't want to, like, you know, tell anybody that they can't do it. But it was just like, it was like, a wake up call for me, right? It's like, right?